Saturday, December 05, 2009
{ Saturday, December 05, 2009 }
4TH FEB 1994 - 3RD DECEMBER 2009.R.I.P my dear , i`ll never forget you , i miss you so so much and i cant belive i lost you.
You were my soni kuri , Whose gg to stand up for me now ? , When i heard Jag Soona Soona Lage just now , i started crying terribly cause my bby won`t be beside my saying my cousin sister ah this one , my cousin sister ! I`m slowly trying to absorb all of this , and and akshay consoled me , your hottie :D He had to hold me you know ? cause i was crying terribly for you , Darling where ever you are i`ll always love you.
I lost a friend , a very good friend whom i`ve known for 3 years and everything we have done together will remain a memory , it`s like i lost a piece of my heart when she passed on , i can`t belive that she left us all and went , though i know she is in a better place , i truly will miss her , Jessmyn i cried for you , you know ! SharenCAUR u noe ! cry , bby all the fun times we had , remember , how we were arguing whose date messed up hunk was for the day , how we used to fight in punjabi school with the sec 1-2`s all , hahaks , bby fun times la , how we would walk around punjabi school and end up getting in trouble with Mr.gill . I remember everything , the kisses and everything the huggs , how we would eat Nasi lemak together all , sit with the guys all , hahaks .
Baby , you looked very very beautiful today you know ? , It hurts to know you are gone darling , cause u were only 15 and i have never lost anyone in my life and it hurts alot that u had to be the first , i love you alot okay , don`t worry you`ll be fine okays , god will takecare of you , And and u noe , Taspal , Nichaal , Priya , Kiran , Oriana , Pooja , Shashu , Rishi , Randhir , Manveer , Pal singh, Harmesh , Me , Choti , Akshay, sonias , gurpreet , param , Amrit , Nadia we all miss you and love you so so much , Princess , darling , baby , laling , jaan , love .
You are my everything . (:
Iloveyou Jessmyn Dhillon , always.